taking fore granted

well... y do ppl tend to take fore granted?.. nt commenting on others, bt me myself instead...
bie had been here continuously for the past few days... n today, he isnt coming. well.. i think i should b understanding.. that he is too tired... been up till late fo days... nearly a week he has been slping late... extremely late..he need some rest, no! i should say lotza lotza rest.. bt some how, i feel.. ermm... im asking him to rest at home.. bt deep within me, im wanting him to come over badly... real badly... argh... im like hoping to c him everyday.. bt the other side of me doesnt wan to. ermm... haih.. dunno la.been alwiz in dilemma..no matter in which ever way... the devil n angel in me alwiz fights... tired of them... argh!!!!