its been a while since i know the truth... the truth where she wasnt being truthful to me.. i found out that she was fooling me all the while.. tell lies to me on some nonsense stuff.. i dun realli know hw to express my feelings rite.. its like..err... all i can say is jz... ''FOOLed''..
ters many things she hasnt been honest to me.. those things wasnt a great thing nor things involve me.. its bout her life.. i dun understand y does she need to lie to me.. as if i would scold her or wad...
a while ago, i've realise it.. i dun understand.. bt i dun seems to bother.. its her problem.. non of my business.. till recently, things got worst.. the ammount of lies she did getting mor n mor.. i couldnt take it.. she doesnt treat me like how i treat her... i felt stupid.. stupid for caring her so much... go home earlier jz to acc her.. when im home.. she hang out till late n doesnt seems to bother bout me that im home alone... mayb im jz being toooo good to her... he said so as well.. bt y cant i? i love her...
she'd change alot.. from the old her to the new her.. the one i love was the old one.. i hate the new one..things she does n ways she act... make ppl felt that she's cheap... even me myself felt that... she's the one i love.. bt y do i felt so?... i dun know... bt wad can i do?.. im nt a person which would confront her.. i dun know how to talk to her...
n recently, things got worst.. i dun feel like hanging out wit her anymor.. i dun feel like facing her anymor... dun even feel like looking at her face or even go near her...
i felt annoyed when i c her..
i felt irritate when i heard the way she talks to them...
all i hope she'll realise wad she's doing rite now isnt rite at all...darling..
Saturday, May 30, 2009
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Cheers ^^ people did change.. influnce by their surrounding ma.. maybe she's too afraid to let u the truth earlier and try to let u know her better now leh? any way.. take care ya ^^
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