i've jz did sth realli rite... i've end a complicated relationship wit a guy... its nt an official one.. bt still... he treat me well.. n im realli comfy wit him... bt its jz too wrong... its.. its... argh!!! jz so wrong la... thats it.. n its too inconvenient fo me to tell much here... to the public... after some brain wash frm my frens ytd.. n some other consequences... i've take my move.. the move which i should took way earlier.. haiz... regreted la... im like blind folded all dis while... i noe its a real-wrong thingy to do.. i alwiz felt bad... bt still... im doin it... its like irresistable... im irresistable fo him... i miss him all day... n all.. argh!! i noe all i need is time... time will lead me to the rite pathway...
ter's another new him.. hehe.. i hv feeling fo him... as well as him... bt.. ters alot of consequences fo me to consider... 1st, i jz noe him nt long ago... doesnt noe him well enuff yet... bt i noe i like him la.. as in ''like to look at him'' la... nt love.. his smile.. n his eyes as well.. melts me.. again... argh!!! y m i alwiz melt fo a guy's smile...?!!! shyt!! n the main reason is that.. im still so nt ready fo any relationship la.. im so super afraid that things like the previous one might happen again.. i dun wanna hurt anyone.. i felt bad... realli bad... argh!! bt still... i've hurt alot of ppl... sowreeeeeee.... feel like bang-ing my head..!! ARGH!!!
Friday, January 16, 2009
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=.= damn... u can change heart faster den me.. unbelivable >.<
krazy ~
i din change heart oso... i still like the one i told bout ( the reali wrong one) ... bt i cannot continue to b like that ma... n the other new one.. was jz the beginning.. onli hao gan.. like to look at him ni ma.. mana like u??!! jz broke up nt long ni, go kao other new gurl d...
interestin'.. lol
interesting ur head la!!! bleuck!!
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