Saturday, January 3, 2009

year 2009~ another new yearr~

wad the hell??!
its 2009 already?!!!
im 20 already???!
omg~
so soon?!!
awh... i dun wanna get old so soon...
well.. i din do much last year... guess it was a busy year fo me.. coz i did sth big~ sth grand~ which is......
STPM~!!
haha... actualli it wasnt that grand fo me la... i wasnt neither a study kind nor a stpm kinda student... form6 was jz a 'try try' thingy fo me.. haha.. wasting time har?... bt i've learn alot frm it... i've grown matured...think matured...n act matured... isnt that wad one should do since our teenage life??.. haha... my teenage life sux!! haha... bt to b proud of, i've woke up.. thx to all my f6 frens... they taught me alot.. make me a betta person...
well... another thing i did last year, was... ended a relationship which last fo 3 yrs n 10 months..which is another 2 months exactly to 4 yrs... awh... it was a sad thing... bt somehow, think of the bright side... IM NOW FREE!!! total free~ haha... i nvr tot that i will get over it so soon... haha.. my love life was alwiz complicated... all my frens noes that... bt i wont b one anymor.. im enjoying single life rite now....so nt interested in love love thingy anymor..(sometimes, a lil afraid that i might b an old widow in future...haha)...
i did a few bad things last year.. well.. i hurt somebody... coz of taking the wrong step... im sowree... im realli sowree, bie~.. n another wrong thing was, i did nt realli studied hard fo my stpm... argh.. im alwiz like that... alwiz doesnt wanna study hard, n regret rite after the exam... Zzz... haiz... nvm... its over~ let it b.. let god decide wad i should get...

for 2009, i hope fo a betta life.. betta attitute... betta temper... betta health.. n betta in everything else~! cheers~...
lastly, wish everyone a happy new year!!

to those who i hurt, those things i did wrong
... im sowree... im begging for forgiveness~
to my lovely parents.. i was used to b a bad gurl... i hurt u both sometimes..bt i wil b good frm now on.. b a realli gud one!! love u both...
to my old frens, my new frens n all those who walk into my life in the last 19 years.... im appreciating u guys very much...love u guys so much... u guys made my life beautiful n filled my life wit colours... thank u so much, guys!! love u guys~
to myself... wake up frm dreaming.. n start to live life to the fullest!! life isnt long enuff to b wasted....

p/s: to whom it may concern, im no longer a delinquent juvenile~ haha... being a square is betta!! u should consider to b one!! haha~

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

break up d masih call me bie ah..haha..sorry ur head la..dunnit sorry la..u oso know my heart actually still got someone de la..haha..so i tak boleh blame u oso