wad is LOVE?

wad love is?
i think i no longer understand wad love is...
all i know is that, love appear without any reason, without any clue...
the feeling appear n its un-stop-able, un-resist-able...
ppl might b feeling realli weird..coz i had jz went into another new relationship nt long ago... which is a few weeks ago.. bt now, im telling that i dun understand wad love is.. ppl asking me wad happen n i was ignoring it.. ok.. my thinking shall be revealed here... NOW..!
at 1st, i tot that i've fall for him... he make me feel nice n comfortable when im wit him.. bt it was too soon.. we started too soon after knowing each other fo like...LESS DEN A MONTH!! haha.. i was shocked as well... i tot we might last.. he treated me so well.. care fo me alot... which is a bf i alwiz wish fo... instead of a bf who doesnt care at all, like my ex used to b.. bt thing goes wrong... the feelings goes wrong.. i felt annoyed after a week..! argh!! i dunno y... i was so annoyed that i doesnt even wanna reply each n every text msg he send me... n i rejected each n every outing he asked fo... i would rather go out wit my fren instead of him.. y?! i dunno... bt of coz, i didnt.. i was sick that week.. i slept all day at home... he ask if he can come over my place so he could take care of me...(coz im home alone, n no one's ter to help me on everything) bt i resist.. i would rather stay home, alone, nth to eat... no one to jaga me.... i dunno y im like that... he is jz caring bout me... worrying bout me.. bt y m i annoyed?!!! mayb i've used to the single life i had fo the past few months...i dunno... bt some how, i kept to myself.. telling him im slpy, n realli need a nice slp... n i doesnt wan anyone to disturb me.. so.. ok..he din text me much.. n it last fo a week... which is the period of time when i was too sick to do anything..
until the day when i was healthy enough to get my ass up... bt i wasnt out wit him.. i went to club... n it was christmas eve... haha... i had fun wit my frens... n he had wit his fren... bt somehow, the annoying feelng is still ter... den the day after the next day, we went out.. finally.. fo the 1st time, wit his fren.. i tried to hv fun wit him n his fren.. bt i couldnt.. he keep showing me the black face... mayb coz i did, as well?? i dunno... den i ignore it all... i pretend that i din realise it n pretend to nt feel a thing... that day was crazy.. gurney frm day till nite.. my fren called a few times n asking me fo a outing, n i rejected it..coz i tot i should b accompanying him..den we went to coffee island, den to the beach.. till it was 12am.. to celebrate his frens b'day.. i was in the phone all the while.. den a fren of mine came n fetch me home.. finally.. i can go home.. i was so tired..

me n the fren went to the so-called 'beach' at queensbay, we talk fo a while, den went makan some wer near my hse... den, 'he' texted me... he ask my fren to fetch me bac to the beach.. which is the beach behind paradise!! wtf?! its like an end to the other end!! n i say no! when i were to reach home, i saw him...he was at my hse area.. asking me to hv a talk wit him.. i rejected!! i was so mad of his stuborn-ness!! n craziness... waiting me middle of the nite?! wtf?! n i called n screwed him up... asked him to go home immediately... n of coz.. i told him everything.. my feelings fo him n his annoying-ness... n a break-up... bt he resist it.. argh!! wad ever!! den he went bac.. ok! dis is all.. n we haven been contacting each other since the day... which is last friday(26th dec)...

end of story!

bt.. wad is the relationship between us now?! m i still in a relationship? o m i single now?! i dunno!!