random- exam, prom, mad....swt''

its end of everything... i mean... the exam... had my last paper ytd... which i couldnt do at all, as usual... haha... i dunno y, bt somehow, i felt rather the emptyness... instead of freedom... i dun hv anything else to do... i noe i should b playing hard at dis time, wit all my penang fren, as im moving to kl soon, in the end of the month, bt i dun hv the mood to play at all... plus, was bz wit the prom thing-y..i think i should b doin sth mor...coz, i find myself bein one of the committees, wasnt doin much enough..n leaving it to b done by others... ter should b corporation between all... n everything seems to b still kept undone even tho' we've been starting the preparation way earlier.. mayb dis is wad chinese sch ppl r.. they, nt to b offensive, nt all, isnt doin wad they should b doin.. they rather think of themselves instead of their role as a committee.. they nvr bother to do anything fo the prom.
guys, these are alot of things we should b doin.. since we r been chosen to b the person incharge, plz do wad ever u guys should do. u'll nvr noe how hard the chairman is handling all the problems...n u guys r ignoring him...n resist to give any corporation n help...giving excuses to b absent when meetings r held...its nt easy to do all the preparation job... if its so, u guys wont b selected to do b in committee list anymor.. its our last dinner bein schmates. dont u guys wan it to b prefect? dont u guys think that u guys should b contributing sth to the prom? think bout it..!
n another proud thing is that i've did a good job on designing the logo... wakaka... so happy wit it... (shall post my design here soon, coz i dun hv it wit me nw)
this is my design.. onli the logo:
n the last thing is... im realli sad n mad over myself... coz i think im terribly addicted to cigarette...after being a smoker for mor then 4 yr, i've plan to quit since some time ago. bt i cant make it.. again n again... im buying myself a new packet...i cant help myself...argh!!! can somebody help me?!?!!! how to quit smoking?!!!!