Saturday, December 6, 2008

frm bad to good!!!

i suddenly think of my past... i was once realli bad... useless... future-less...n live life without any direction...
that was a few yrs bac... many of my fren noe bout that...they noe how bad i m... n looking at me changing frm bad to worst helplessly... i was around frens who are drug addicts... big bully... gangsters...n my life was horrible... wasting alot of money everyday.. party hard... drink n smoke like crazy....
bt since i enter form 6, i was exposed to 'study people'... obviously, at first, i was having a real hard time to butt in to their circle... i cant communicate wit them at all... bt when time past by, things change... i find myself change alot as well... i changed to a mor mature person.. a person who thinks bout my future... a person who scared of getting bad results in sch exams...i no longer have the eager-ness to party n wasting time doin nth... i hate myself wasting time instead of doin sth... i hate the feeling of emptiness... .... the feeling of a day compactly plan... awh.. i love it the most...
haha... guess, i realli changed alot... cheersss!!!

4 comments:

Chong Wee said...

haha
yeah la. form6 is really a good experience
me too changed alot after entering form6..
scared of results losing others..
scared dont get to enter U thats why have to "pia chek"
lol. but how come i went back chung ling your form6 block so many times, never seen you there? ahaha

still wondering why you enter form6

.liang.n.jo. said...

i still remember you had a packet of cigz in your waist pouch years back in high school. it was on my lap and the senior drummers were like preaching, telling me the list of bad things that could happen to smokers and i kept quiet till the end and said, the bag isnt mine. hahaha!!
good for u now ==)

uniquelaine said...

ha! jo, did that realli happened?? i cant recall any of it... haha... so u got the nagging instead of me la har?..

Anonymous said...

good for u.



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