Sunday, December 14, 2008

un-expect-able

i nvr tot i will b in love again so soon after the break-up... i expect it to b a yr or two... bt he happen to appear in my life so suddenly, unexpectedly... ppl asked, ''y him??'' ''n nt the one who treated you so nice??'' all i can say is.. its the feeling which matters... i dunno y is ter feeling frm me to the 'him' rite now instead of the one who treat me rite... i cant control my heart.. im jz following the flow... i m who i m.. i dun force myself to anything.. the feeling is ter, means its ter... i wont neither resist it nor ignore it... at 1st... i liked him... now.. i guess, i realli fall fo him...

i cant realli rmb how i got to noe him.. oh ya! the way to cure headache!! haha... i posted a status saying that i was having a bad headache...n he commented me to try an 'efficient' way to cure it, which is soaking both hands in hot water.. which i find it suspicious... coz it sounded stupid.. haha... den we started to hv chats once in a while.. den msn everyday... den we sms-ed... n... hang out... n... .... haha... bie.. u noe wad i mean har?.. haha! things jz happen so fast.. n.. n.. argh.. cant find a word to express the feeling.. UNEXPECTABLE is the onli rite word, i guess...
at first, we tend to think that we will nvr be together.. coz.. coz... i dunno y... jz feel that i will nvr... he told me that his frens asked him to go after me, n it sounded so funny to me.. haha.. after the frequent n long convo wit him, im like 'stuck' to him.. he told me alot of his stuff n i felt like helping him so much.. felt like hugging him each n every time when he is sad... guess that's the time when i fall a lil for him.. haha.. i dunno??

alrite.. i think dis is all... shall do frequent updates.. haha!!

dudes, wish me... errr... wish me ''happily ever after''... haha!

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