gurl boy relationship.

will ter b frenship between a gurl n a boy?...
its totally ok fo me... bt i realise that most ppl dun...i guess many ppl been facing problems like this..as wel as me... argh!!
to me.. its alwiz ok fo me to b vr vr close wit a boy... no big deal,rite??! when a gurl n a guy is close,it doesnt mean that they r sure to b in a coupling relationship,rite??! things like this been happening to me fo the past few months..
ter was one guy, which i've mention b4 in my previous blog, been alwiz treating me well... he'd been accompanying me during my hard times, when i face a broke up wit my ex. he was alwiz ter by my side, comforting me.. making me laugh... n helping me so much to stand up again.. n some how, he told me that he fall fo me.. i realli dunno wad to do... i treat him well as a fren...a realli close one! bt no matter how gud he treated me, i still couldnt fall fo him...i admit that i still couldnt totally forget my ex, as he's been part of my life fo the past 4 yrs.how can i forget him in such a short period of time??...ok. bac to the 'guy'. he treated me soOO well, n i dun wanna hurt him at all... n im alwiz afraid of hurting anyone... bt still i told him how i feel fo him..n he accepted it... bt then, he still continue to treat me so well until it makes me felt bad.. n i told him bout that again. n he said sth to me which make me continue to b close wit him. he said:'' let me treat u well..anyway its jz a few months to go.. n we will b goin diff ways... juz let me treat u well fo dis few months..ok?'' dis is wad he told me.. my heart feel betta.. as i rmb that a fren of mine telling me that ''having the chance to treat ur love ones well is also a hapi thing'', n i totally agree wit it! think bout it, u love a person so much, r u willing to do things fo him/her? yes, rite? so... i jz accept wad he told n continue to b close wit him...
bt some how, ppl around make me felt bad n mad n frustrated!! when we had jz started to b close, ppl tend to make up rumours bout us..saying that we were together n all... at 1st, i ignore... i ignore every single word they say. since we r nt together, wad fo, wanna care so much on wad ppl say??? its their mouth, nt mine??? even if u wanna keep their mouth shut, how many of them will u shut?! all i can do is jz ignore, ignore n still... ignore....altho' i still do screw them up once in a while when they started the teasing again...coz i hate it so much!!i dunno wad to say when they tease..should i explain? theres nth to explain??!! n of coz,it onli happen when im in a bad mood!! coz i dun get mad at ppl easily...
until i couldnt take it anymor, which is ytd...i confronted him telling him to stop his fren frm all those bullshit teasing.. i realli had enough of it...!!!it had been a few months of ignorant...i hate it!!! i hate it so much,bt still i keep to myself. i din say a thing...until the explosion...i dunno y i exploded so suddenly n send him the msg.. i realli dunno y. i noe i might loose a fren, a close fren, a close fren that treat me so well like non others... bt the msg was sent...ters no turning bac...he had made his decision...guess, we will nvr b close anymor.. guess, i realli had loose him...
haiz...=( y is things like this happening?... y cant we b close frens like no others??... argh!!! all thx to ur frens!!! argh!!!!

ppl, pls stop doin those bullshit teasing around, it makes me, as well as everyone frustrated!!! honestly, i feel that dis kinda thinking n action is so childish n immatured!!! grow up!!! u guys aint small anymor!!! a guy n a girl can alwiz b fren!! OK?!!! CLEAR?!!!