dream dream dream....

went to sch dis mornig..jz to wish ms.cheah a happy retirement..
no one seems to be goin to sch anymor...
only a handful of them attended sch.. emptyness---the onli word to express...
sum hw i felt miserable..cos every one r leaving apart realli soon..goin into diff path way to their future...

ive nt been spling wel fo the past few days.. nightmare all nite long.. SUFFERING...argh!!
it started a few days ago..
i woke up wit tears all over my face n my pillow...
al i noe is tat i dreamt tat i was quarreling wit my dad..
n i was crying so hard...
n.. sum phone msg woke me up.. ....
Zzzz...
anyway..the nightmare issue bothers me everytime i slp..even its jz a short nap i took in the afternoon..
having diff nightmare every single time..Zzz..
i jz had another one jz nw..when i had a nap after sch...
dreamt of sth realli stupid..yet, HORRIFYING...
i was chased by a big dog.REAL BIG! n it was black in colour..wit a big head.Zzz(nvr c dis kinda dog is real life at all..)
the heroine was me..n oh ya! renee was in my dream too!! she was running wit me..haha..i was biten by tat black horrible black creature..again n again..(bt she wasnt.)
n the weird thing is, it had teeth like human..nt the sharp kind..so..it wasnt realli pain tho.
i ran n ran n ran... wit all the strength i hv..den dunno how,suddenly it couldnt chase up anymor..(mayb its too heavy wit its big head,haha) bt it bite away the bag containing my clothes i hold on my hand..
den me n renee reach my hm..bt the stupid thing is,we wasnt running bac hm..we were goin around the staircase to hide frm tat creature..n it chased up soon after we went up to the 1st floor...bt it went off again..Zzz..
.... (my mum woke me up..) ....
n i fall aslp again...
the same scene appear again.. bt wit diff story..
sum fire engines was around..sumbodie's hse was on fire...Zzz...
n i saw the dog again..
bt i force myself to wake up immediately..!!!
Zzzz.....wad m i doin?!!! wad a stupid dream!!
y la..?so many things i can imagine in my dream..
bt y cant i focus on my studies?...Zzz...